Spent an hour at the specialist yesterday only to be told that they don't know what is wrong. They have an idea, suspicion or educated guess but.... So they are going to schedule another test @ PS Hershey (cause that's the only place locally to do it) and it might take a month or more to get scheduled. I don't have to follow the bland diet anymore but was told I shouldn't rush righ out and eat McDonald's FF because I'm obese. I was not appreciative of the manner - not the fact. I know I weigh too much but so much for 'bedside manner". After all I've lost 14 lbs so far in the last 6 weeks. Yeah I could lose another 20 and not miss it at all. Easier said than done! I just want the pain to go away. It interferes with life!!!!!!
The creative juices are stunted; the desire to participate in anything is gone. I just want to curl up and hide. I'd like to be able to eat and not have pain afterward. Is that too much to ask?
Please bring us some sunshine - maybe that will help cure this cranky mood. We can all dry out and smile. That might just be the cure!
Hopefully, tomorrow I'll feel more like myself and we can get on with life. Thanks for listening.
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